Chapter 45 - The Strength From Above

Through all these..  

I'm constantly reminded

My God, is My Sufficiency..

It is when I'm weak, You make me strong

Whom have I in heaven, but You?

Chapter Sei Sei - The Countdown

I only have 41 days left to FYP submission. A Sei Sei chapter indeed.

1 week to finish up diagrams, 2 weeks for programming, 1 week testing, 1 week conclusion = 35 days in total, only 6 days of buffer time.

o-m-gee

Chapter 43 - The Decision

Luke 9:57-62

57 As they were walking along the road, a man said to him, "I will follow you wherever you go."

 58 Jesus replied, "Foxes have holes and birds of the air have nests, but the Son of Man has no place to lay his head."

 59 He said to another man, "Follow me." 
      But the man replied, "Lord, first let me go and bury my father."

 60 Jesus said to him, "Let the dead bury their own dead, but you go and proclaim the kingdom of God."

 61 Still another said, "I will follow you, Lord; but first let me go back and say good-by to my family."

 62 Jesus replied, "No one who puts his hand to the plow and looks back is fit for service in the kingdom of God."

All that's needed is faith. To trust Him as we leave behind concerns, worries, insecurities, doubts and even the feeling of inadequacy despite however 'relevant' and 'justifyable' the reasons may seem to be to just follow Him, knowing that all things will be set in place for Him to use as He reveals the plans and purposes He has for our lives. 

This...Is Now...

My prayer is that we won't just be a generation that merely talks and FEEL passionate about something but is not willing to do anything about it by giving a 'justifyable' reason. We might just miss out on something great.

"Open my eyes, to see the things that make Your heart cry. To be a generation that You would desire, Your light to be seen. Break down my pride, and all the walls I've built up inside, my earthly crowns and all my desires, I lay at your feet.."

"Let hope rise, and darkness tremble in Your holy light. That every eye will see that Jesus is my God, great and mighty to be praised.."

"...for this is our God, great and mighty to be praised indeed."

"Amen"

Chapter 42 - The Twenty-Second Year of Living

Today marks an end to the first day of being a twenty-two year old. I must say that this year's "celebration" was indeed a unique one. A series of event happened and 'unique' is the only possible way of describing it in this blog.

So, what happened? Basically there are/were decisions to be made regarding ministry stuff and more and the consequences of a certain decision is kicking in. It is a persistent feeling that never goes away depite the many things I do, feeling as though everything has failed and I'm just.. very useless..

"Your grace is enough

Heaven reaching down to us
Your grace is enough for me
God I see your grace is enough
I'm covered in your love
Your grace is enough for me
For me"

- Chris Tomlin, Your Grace is Enough